Too good to be true

This morning I had a very easy going morning.. Not much stress in class and not much stress and humiliation on me. People were nice to me and they seemed to be like a good friend I could probably last long with. As it was going on fine and smooth, the minute class ended, I left in the search of my next activity, which is briefing on my internship by my college. They stated the hall but not the block and it has been far too long for me to remember my college blocks and the classes in it. I went to a few places and still couldn't find it. Then! It all happened. The worry, the disturbed mind, the feel of being not in peace and being stuck in a situation all at the same time. Owh, and not forgetting the feel of being ill. When I fall ill, its not good. So my mum called and asked me till what time is my class and i replied saying my briefing finishes at 3pm. She told me that she was coming home early from work around 2.30pm because my grandma called her sounding like she was crying telling my mother that she couldn't take the pain any longer. Immediately, I got worried because I am the one looking after her health and I simply just can't take looking at her being in a sickly position after all that has happened to her. After I hanged up the phone. I called my grandma just to confirm her illness for myself but she sounded fine. So now I have to leave college as soon as possible to pick my mum up on the way and take my grandma to the clinic as soon as possible that is. May God be with us.

One fine Morning

So, I parked my car this morning and remembered that I had no coins for the parking ticket as in my country only coins are acceptable for street parking under the government rules. So I thought that people would be nice and give me some changes but then again its reality we are talking about. First I went to a mini mart and they said that they don't have coins. Then I went to two banks, the first one said that they don't have coins in their bank. My first impression was like how can a bank not have coins or do you actually think I'm that stupid?! Then the second bank, told me that I had to order for that much of coins and it will only arrive after three to four days. I had no idea who they think they are talking to but all I do know is their lying sucks to the core! I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed at how people/society/country resources treat one and another. It's either they should improve their systems or be more lenient with the citizens. If I didn't know much about banking line (thanks to my mum I do know quite a number of things) I would have thought their lie was true. I hope people can be better as to how God has designed human beings to be. Its really a disgrace seeing how people cheat other people. But honestly I know that I can't change the world for the better. I know it's impossible to do so but at least when I die, I know I tried.

First Of June

Today as I walked around the mall, I saw people in the mall differently. I watched as some of them was buying some clothes, some have a seat probably after having a long walk, and some with their boyfriends or girlfriends trying to have the best date yet. So many people, so many thoughts, so many dreams, so many characters, so many personalities. Some fight, some happy, some sad, some satisfied. It was so interesting to look at how mankind evolved to be something really great. Ever thought of something beyond earth and space and galaxies? How many of them thinks the same and how many of them acts to reach where they want to reach? How many dreams high but gets too afraid or too low esteemed about reaching that dream? So many different people, so many things to wonder about. I wonder lastly, "Am I the only one to think like this?" Funny how the mind can just wonder within a split second thinking about all sorts of things at the same time. I wonder how many things we can think about in a second. In fact there's more than one thing I wonder about and I think you'd probably already know it. This Is Me And This Is How I Live Through My Day When I Walk Around Freely. So, Welcome to my Life!